NOW I feel like breaking down. Or rather, just CRY IT ALL OUT. ALL THE UNHAPPINESS, FRUSTRATION, COMPLICATIONS OF EVERYTHING.

I dunno. Maybe it's just me too. Partially because of my worry for son. And if you are reading this son, no worries. It's not that I blame you, just...well.

And then there's other complications and stuffs like that.

One day, I will leave this place and spend a week or so relaxing.

And I don't want to grow up anymore. The more you do, the more you will WILL things away. I really want a good day just relaxing, and detaching myself from this whole madness.

Maybe I should just become a nun damn it. xD My mom wouldn't be against it anyway!