全部終わった！試験が終わった！

でも、今日の日本語は少し簡単すぎますのです！

問題１は、映画があリました。　そして、ただしdescriptionとそのえをペーアしてね。　(I probably am not making any sense. o.o)

ただ１時ぐらいにかかりました。　長くないですよ、リミットは１時半ですけど。。。

Anyway, I had my Math paper today too. I blanked out about halfway through and slowed down. T.T I SCREWED IT UP DESPITE IT BEING NOT SO VERY DIFFICULT. OF COURSE THERE WAS DIFFICULTY IN IT SOMEHOW, JUST...I JUST SORT OF SCREWED IT UP. T.T

ANYWAY. I finished it. There is nothing else of anything I can do anymore!

SCREW IT. IT'S DONE. I SHALL GO RELAX NAO.

I'm just waiting for my English paper to begin...

And it starts only a few hours later. Got up early today, and well, WISH THE HIGHER LEVELED PHYSICS STUDENTS GOOD LUCK. I really hate Physics man, as long as it's Math. BWAHAHAHA.

Therefore, I'm going to set out for school for English paper in about an hour. I just hope that the paper isn't too hard...xD

WISH ME LUCK. TODAY IS SECOND LAST DAY! 8D Tomorrow's papers are: Math and Japanese.

It's freakin gay. It actually isn't that hard? But if I had paid more attention (and liked the subject more) I would actually SCORE IN IT.

But never mind. MY STRESSFUL SUBJECTS ARE OVER! I only have Engrish, Math and a tiny part of Jap ab initio left! I'M HAPPY FOR THAT.

Anyway, decided to chill. So I reached home and watched an episode of Hetalia. xDDD

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. EPISODE 41! ENGLAND AND FRANCE ARE JEALOUS OF HOW CLOSE GERMANY AND ITALY ARE! GAHAHAHA. AND THEY ARE OFFICIALLY 'MARRIED'!

ANDAND. DID AMERIA -REALLY- TRY TO COLOR MT FUJI? I MEAN, AT LEAST GET THE IDEA OF COLORING IT SO THAT IT'LL LOOK RED AND FREAKY?!

ANDANDAND. RUSSIA INSULTED AMERICA'S MANHOOD! BWAHAHAH. I mean, did they really insult American men's manhood? Thing is, America's superior asked to order 25cm condoms, but Russia said it was too hard to make because it was so freakin small. LOL.

ANOTHER SUBJECT DOWN TODAY! I don't expect to do very well for Mandarin (despite it being my higher level...), but oh well. xD What's done is done...

Tomorrow is the bothersome one: BIOLOGY. Nobody wants to memorize like shit to pass. T.T

I just...hope for the best that I just achieve a 4 (just pass) for my paper...!

-dies-

Yes! Econs is finally over! That's one subject down! ...and 5 and a 1/2 to go...=S

Econs today was a little shit actually. Paper one, essay-format questions. We had two questions, and we chose from 1. The questions weren't that hard, but if you didn't study for them, you'd definitely fail.

So first question, price discrimination (different prices for different reasons for different people sorta shit). It's related to the big markets, like oligopoly and monopoly. I totally forgot the 3 conditions for price discrimination to happen, except that the firms must have some form of market power. THAT IS ALL I REMEMBERED. All the more I forgot about the second part. So I thought: GAH SCREW IT.

I went to the second question on macroeconomics, and that's got to do with inflation, the long-run supply curves. Now THOSE are still okay. And I looked through it again this morning, so I was quite glad that this question was alright!

And then paper two, 3 data response questions, choose 1. I chose the one with negative externalities of production. Okay with that one, except I kinda forgot what tradeable permits are. All I knew at first were like, limits issued to companies. In this case, limits (like a quota) issued to them that they can only pollute up to a certain point.

Anyway, I'm gonna go study Chinese now. So fucking screwed that one too. I have to be constantly writing FAST tomorrow. And a lot a lot to write damnit. First is a 2 hour paper, and the second paper is...1 and 1/2?! I dunno! ARGH. WISH ME LUCK FOR CHINESE TOMORROW.

Argh.

I swear I'm going to fail my Econs exams. T.T I feel like stabbing myself over and over again for not absorbing anything! DAMNIT.

I think I'm going to dieeeeeeee. FROM TOO MUCH ECONS. After my paper tomorrow, I'm gonna go home and fall asleep. I mean, gonna go home and study chinese....

I'LL ATTEMPT TO STUDY CHINESE.

但是我对明天的经济学考试根本都没有什么信心！总觉得有一点不安。。。加上中文是隔天的考试！我还没有什么读老师给我们的资料！

还有，还有！生物学！-叹气-

总而言之，过了这三天就比较轻松了。。。

Why am I writing in Chinese again?! I DON'T KNOOOOW. -screams-

The Jap paper was okay today. Had alright stuffs to write, and I'll definitely pass that's one thing. Just maybe a normal pass? XD

But that's only one paper. The other paper is next week. Therefore, as according to my schedule, I'll study like this starting from today, Thursday!

Thursday: Econs
Friday: Chinese (reading loads)
Saturday: Bio (SPAM BIO!)
Sunday: Mainly econs, but will read a bit of Chinese and Bio towards the end.

Economics scare me shitless. I don't want to fail economics! argh!

I have a freakin Jap paper tomorrow which I haven't really studied for. xD

I am hoping I don't fail.

ANYWAY, my exams SRSLY begin next week. I will be stressed like fuck. And well, basically until I get over the exams, I will be studying like crazy. May post everyday to update!

Anyway, my papers are as follows, from Nov 2-6!

Monday: Higher Economics
Tuesday: Higher Chinese
Wednesday: Standard Biology
Thursday: Higher English
Friday: Standard Math Studies, Standard Japanese Ab Initio

It's easy to see that the first 3 days are CRAZY. They are the sort of subjects you'd have to mug hard for. And I'm screwed. Haven't done much this year. Now I feel like killing myself.

WISH ME LUCK EVERYONE! 8D

Mmmm. Been feeling pretty good today, until I sorta finished my awesome 40 minutes chat with my good friend.

And then I came home. For no reason, I could only be feeling all down and pathetic, and I sat at the chair looking at nothing in particular, thinking about nothing.

Argh. Then I lied about on the bed and broke down. I don't even know why.

THAT'S THE SECOND TIME THIS YEAR. And in such a short time-span too. I don't like it when such things happen, and the worst thing is that there is no reason for it. My friend told me once before, that there will be a point in time where you will just WANT sudden breakdown, for everything that has happened, no matter bad or good. But she stated "there will be a point in time". So, what, mine's "two points"? D:

I guess that was the moment. Then, I felt like that again after I watched a Korean drama (it's a hilarious comedy actually, they just got to the part where a couple is patching up). I mean, that part is quite sad. But after it's ended I started wanting to break down again.

That's two times today.

And, my exams are beginning. I have my very first paper, Japanese this Thursday. Wish me luck for it!

FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKK YEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

ONE MORE PAPER LEFT?! ILM! YES I AM GOING TO FAIL IT! YESSSSSS!1!!1@ONE1!ELEVEN!!!!!11!

YES I AM GOING TO FAIL ADD MATH. I KNOW LESS THAN HALF OF THE FIRST PAPER SO I'M GOING TO DIE~ XD

PLEASE BRING THE GRADE REQUIREMENT DOWN FOR THIS YEAR AGAIN BECAUSE IT'S FUNNNN! LIKE, 30% IS A PASS? HAHAHA 8D

AND YES I AM GOING TO GET A GODDAMNED PRICE DURING THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL, WHICH MY MOM SAYS IF I WANT TO GO COLLECT IT, SHE'LL GO. BUT GODDAMN I DUN WANNA GO BECAUSE...IT'S THE FREAKIN' LAST DAY OF SCHOOL ZZZ.

But if I do, I hope it's a Kinokuniya voucher! If it is, I'll definitely go for it!

FFFFFFFFFFFF CHEM...

That was some hard shit...No Rates of Reaction came out, no Reversible Reactions [if I am not wrong], nothing on the memorizing of the Haber process...There was a little bit more last year stuff than this year.

And LOL at question 1. xD

I can only hope that MCQ is easier...T_T

No, this post is not interesting. It's boring so I have nothing to say about it. -_-;

I just want to say that tomorrow is my Chem paper, wish all students doing this paper tomorrow good luck, and good luck to the rest doing their exams. This year was a bad year...But IT'LL BE BETTER. XD

YAY FOR OBAMA! HE HAS WON PRESIDENCY, HE HAS PROVEN HIMSELF! HE CREATED HISTORY. HE WILL CREATE A NEW WORLD. BUT BEFORE THAT, HE'LL DESTROY ONE.

...Sounds familiar?

-sobs a little-

Yay! I have only 3 subjects left! I'm so happy that I refuse to study!

...XD Just kidding. Well, I tried, but bored the hell outta myself, and eventually died in front of the PC. I'm a PC-holic. More than that, an Escape-the-Room-holic, and LiveJournal-holic, AND lizard_little -holic...

No it was a joke. Yes I still love you waifu.

Oh, and I have E math (part 1) tomorrow, and Chem (part 1) on Thursday. And that's all for this week. After all these exams end, I will then continue to post my Japan trip [YES I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN] photos and maybe make a little random extra post of craziness, if I can find them!

Oh yes...I also hope that no matter my results, I hope they will accept me as an IB student still...

I forgot...I'M A LULU-HOLIC! 'CAUSE HE'S FAAAAAAAABULOUS! <33333333

This is the first time I have actually found an exam rather...easy. Like, it really wasn't challenging, and I could do it pretty fast.

Yeah, that was just MCQ, still, it stands for a lot.

Yes. That's it all. Goodnight. Super tired today for some odd reason. O_o

Leaving in less than 1 hour for the useless Biology MCQ which is only 45 minutes. They will waste an extra of 7-10 minutes collecting our papers.

Hooooray.

Don't have to wish me luck. Didn't study.

No that's a random word. Actually it's not. See below cut for WHAZZUP video.

( WHAZZUP!!!!!! [2008 version] )
And now to review a little on my day: it was boring. And Bio is boring shit. Stuff I studied didn't come out. Stuff that I studied heavily on didn't come out. There was quite a bit of calculation [WTF?], lots of tables, no labelling of any sort of shit, and Econs was a bit boring. I almost fell asleep because I had to wait 2 hours plus in school for the paper to start. Grrr.

But that means...I HAVE ONLY 3 SUBJECTS LEFT OMGWTFBBQ. =DDDDDDDD

I wish I can ignore my IGCSE scores.

Tomorrow is Bio...it's beginning in a coupla hours...D=

I cannot wait for my exams to finish, because I am dying to finish my on-going story, along with a Code Geass project that I'll be working on with a bunch of other people, and watch the many animes that I have planned to watch...

KUROSHITSUJI, HERE I COME! JUNJOU ROMANTICA, HERE I COME! RAWRRRRRRR. ...There's more but I'm too lazy to list them.

LOL. And UndeadJournal...xD

I will fail Lit.

Why? I attempted the wrong question. I screwed up. I was supposed to choose a passage-based question but I chose the wrong fucking question! What made me choose this wrong question and continue to write with it?!?!?!

Fine. All that I have done, I can only prey that they still will mark all three questions that I have done, and choose the best two. Only problem being [and everyone knows] that things will never go the way you want it to be.

I came home and cried like fuck. This is the first time, FIRST TIME, I have screwed up in an exam. REAL BAD. And I wonder why? I asked my mom. She told me [in Chinese], "命中注定就是了！ 都已经过了, 不就算了! 你伤心也没用, 因为已经不能挽回了. 你进了力, 有下苦功就够了." She said it's probably fated, and that I shouldn't worry too much about it because it's useless. I cannot undone what I have done. As long as I have worked hard, it's alright.

Thanks mom for being understanding. You know I'm not a verbal person, so I thank you for being the wonderful mom you always are.

As for me, I can only pray they will choose the best written of the two and give me marks for that.

I hope screw-ups in an official exam will be more excused because it's an OFFICIAL exam...

Edit: Changed words into Chinese. Stupid Vista...-hisshisshissssss-