全部終わった！試験が終わった！

でも、今日の日本語は少し簡単すぎますのです！

問題１は、映画があリました。　そして、ただしdescriptionとそのえをペーアしてね。　(I probably am not making any sense. o.o)

ただ１時ぐらいにかかりました。　長くないですよ、リミットは１時半ですけど。。。

Anyway, I had my Math paper today too. I blanked out about halfway through and slowed down. T.T I SCREWED IT UP DESPITE IT BEING NOT SO VERY DIFFICULT. OF COURSE THERE WAS DIFFICULTY IN IT SOMEHOW, JUST...I JUST SORT OF SCREWED IT UP. T.T

ANYWAY. I finished it. There is nothing else of anything I can do anymore!

SCREW IT. IT'S DONE. I SHALL GO RELAX NAO.

I'm just waiting for my English paper to begin...

And it starts only a few hours later. Got up early today, and well, WISH THE HIGHER LEVELED PHYSICS STUDENTS GOOD LUCK. I really hate Physics man, as long as it's Math. BWAHAHAHA.

Therefore, I'm going to set out for school for English paper in about an hour. I just hope that the paper isn't too hard...xD

WISH ME LUCK. TODAY IS SECOND LAST DAY! 8D Tomorrow's papers are: Math and Japanese.

It's freakin gay. It actually isn't that hard? But if I had paid more attention (and liked the subject more) I would actually SCORE IN IT.

But never mind. MY STRESSFUL SUBJECTS ARE OVER! I only have Engrish, Math and a tiny part of Jap ab initio left! I'M HAPPY FOR THAT.

Anyway, decided to chill. So I reached home and watched an episode of Hetalia. xDDD

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. EPISODE 41! ENGLAND AND FRANCE ARE JEALOUS OF HOW CLOSE GERMANY AND ITALY ARE! GAHAHAHA. AND THEY ARE OFFICIALLY 'MARRIED'!

ANDAND. DID AMERIA -REALLY- TRY TO COLOR MT FUJI? I MEAN, AT LEAST GET THE IDEA OF COLORING IT SO THAT IT'LL LOOK RED AND FREAKY?!

ANDANDAND. RUSSIA INSULTED AMERICA'S MANHOOD! BWAHAHAH. I mean, did they really insult American men's manhood? Thing is, America's superior asked to order 25cm condoms, but Russia said it was too hard to make because it was so freakin small. LOL.

ANOTHER SUBJECT DOWN TODAY! I don't expect to do very well for Mandarin (despite it being my higher level...), but oh well. xD What's done is done...

Tomorrow is the bothersome one: BIOLOGY. Nobody wants to memorize like shit to pass. T.T

I just...hope for the best that I just achieve a 4 (just pass) for my paper...!

-dies-

Yes! Econs is finally over! That's one subject down! ...and 5 and a 1/2 to go...=S

Econs today was a little shit actually. Paper one, essay-format questions. We had two questions, and we chose from 1. The questions weren't that hard, but if you didn't study for them, you'd definitely fail.

So first question, price discrimination (different prices for different reasons for different people sorta shit). It's related to the big markets, like oligopoly and monopoly. I totally forgot the 3 conditions for price discrimination to happen, except that the firms must have some form of market power. THAT IS ALL I REMEMBERED. All the more I forgot about the second part. So I thought: GAH SCREW IT.

I went to the second question on macroeconomics, and that's got to do with inflation, the long-run supply curves. Now THOSE are still okay. And I looked through it again this morning, so I was quite glad that this question was alright!

And then paper two, 3 data response questions, choose 1. I chose the one with negative externalities of production. Okay with that one, except I kinda forgot what tradeable permits are. All I knew at first were like, limits issued to companies. In this case, limits (like a quota) issued to them that they can only pollute up to a certain point.

Anyway, I'm gonna go study Chinese now. So fucking screwed that one too. I have to be constantly writing FAST tomorrow. And a lot a lot to write damnit. First is a 2 hour paper, and the second paper is...1 and 1/2?! I dunno! ARGH. WISH ME LUCK FOR CHINESE TOMORROW.

Argh.

I swear I'm going to fail my Econs exams. T.T I feel like stabbing myself over and over again for not absorbing anything! DAMNIT.

I think I'm going to dieeeeeeee. FROM TOO MUCH ECONS. After my paper tomorrow, I'm gonna go home and fall asleep. I mean, gonna go home and study chinese....

I'LL ATTEMPT TO STUDY CHINESE.

但是我对明天的经济学考试根本都没有什么信心！总觉得有一点不安。。。加上中文是隔天的考试！我还没有什么读老师给我们的资料！

还有，还有！生物学！-叹气-

总而言之，过了这三天就比较轻松了。。。

Why am I writing in Chinese again?! I DON'T KNOOOOW. -screams-

The Jap paper was okay today. Had alright stuffs to write, and I'll definitely pass that's one thing. Just maybe a normal pass? XD

But that's only one paper. The other paper is next week. Therefore, as according to my schedule, I'll study like this starting from today, Thursday!

Thursday: Econs
Friday: Chinese (reading loads)
Saturday: Bio (SPAM BIO!)
Sunday: Mainly econs, but will read a bit of Chinese and Bio towards the end.

Economics scare me shitless. I don't want to fail economics! argh!

I have a freakin Jap paper tomorrow which I haven't really studied for. xD

I am hoping I don't fail.

ANYWAY, my exams SRSLY begin next week. I will be stressed like fuck. And well, basically until I get over the exams, I will be studying like crazy. May post everyday to update!

Anyway, my papers are as follows, from Nov 2-6!

Monday: Higher Economics
Tuesday: Higher Chinese
Wednesday: Standard Biology
Thursday: Higher English
Friday: Standard Math Studies, Standard Japanese Ab Initio

It's easy to see that the first 3 days are CRAZY. They are the sort of subjects you'd have to mug hard for. And I'm screwed. Haven't done much this year. Now I feel like killing myself.

WISH ME LUCK EVERYONE! 8D

Mmmm. Been feeling pretty good today, until I sorta finished my awesome 40 minutes chat with my good friend.

And then I came home. For no reason, I could only be feeling all down and pathetic, and I sat at the chair looking at nothing in particular, thinking about nothing.

Argh. Then I lied about on the bed and broke down. I don't even know why.

THAT'S THE SECOND TIME THIS YEAR. And in such a short time-span too. I don't like it when such things happen, and the worst thing is that there is no reason for it. My friend told me once before, that there will be a point in time where you will just WANT sudden breakdown, for everything that has happened, no matter bad or good. But she stated "there will be a point in time". So, what, mine's "two points"? D:

I guess that was the moment. Then, I felt like that again after I watched a Korean drama (it's a hilarious comedy actually, they just got to the part where a couple is patching up). I mean, that part is quite sad. But after it's ended I started wanting to break down again.

That's two times today.

And, my exams are beginning. I have my very first paper, Japanese this Thursday. Wish me luck for it!

ABOUT IB. DO YOU GUYS WANNA HEAR IT?!

IB teacher: ...we have an awful lot missing today...
-a short pause-
IB teacher: What's due tomorrow?
IB student: Math portfolio.
IB teacher: Ah, I see. -nods and goes back to teaching-

THE TIME THESE POOR PEOPLE SPEND ON MATH PORTFOLIO. So glad I'm not doing SL/HL Math...I'm doing Math Studies! 8D

"People are for chairs, not food."

By our dearest Fufu, friend in school. xD

School, SCHOOL SCHOOL HOMEWORK IB IS FUCKING ANNOYING! T.T

I want to scream. I hate Econs commentary. T.T I KICK IB!!!

IB - IT'S BULLSHIT!

So busy for more than a week so I couldn't post ANYTHING at all.

Been busy for school musical, Grease, and then been going home late at about 11pm, and going school early next day at 7:30am, which means no homework achieved at all! HAHA. I used all my free periods to do homework. No life, no? XD

BUT GREASE BACKSTAGE IS FUNNNNN. WE'RE ALL DANCING WITH THEM BACKSTAGE. XD

Anyway, gotta get moving soon for the last performance tonight. I'll continue posting just for fun. :D

I AM BACK FROM THE RETARDED CAMP.

AND I DIDN'T SLEEP A WINK AT ALLLLL. STAYED UP FOR OVER 24 HOURS! THIS RECORD IS REALLY GOOD FOR ME! 8D IT'S SOOOOO FUNNN. All we did was play cards and survived life just like that. Got coffee at 6am in the morning, but it didn't help me. I got another cup a little later, but it still didn't help me.

Anyway, this camp was all about the IB stuffs. Nothing much interesting, except that this morning we weren't able to play cards outside because of the bees that kept flying around the area. -.-

Totally dead, because I did the most impossible things EVAR.

THE END. LOVE YA'LL!

Yes, and below are the links to my 'reflection' posts. Like diaries, but has lotsa FEEEELINGGGSSS in them, and pictures too. I've got more pictures on Facebook and everybody else's account, but heck. View these first, and say something here, not there. Comments over there have been banned anyway.

Pre-trip feelings

Day 1: Reflections
Day 2: Reflections
Day 3: Reflections
Day 4: Reflections (of day itself and all days of service)

Yeah, that's all. You can just see them and go like, "What's a service trip, really?" I'll answer questions. :D

I fell sick right on the day of my birthday...T_T

Vomited like, 4 times yesterday, and had a rather high fever. But much better now, just completely no appetite to eat anything, so basically I probably haven't eaten anything for two days.

Indo service trip was alright, just...well, I suffered quite a bit on that trip. Other than that...I guess you could say it has been quite a success.

TOMORROW DUDES.

TOMORROW IS THE DAY...

I DIE IN INDO.

Nah, I go to Indonesia tomorrow, the 2nd, and will be back by 7th of June (Sunday)! REMEMBER TO GET ME PRESENTS DAMN IT. IT'S MAH BIRTHDAY ON 8TH OF JUNE. >D

BUT LEIK...I'M SO LAZY TO SET MY ASS OFF TO ANOTHER COUNTRY, THOUGH I'D LOVE TO VISIT AND PRAY AT THE BUDDHIST TEMPLE OVER THERE, BOROBUDUR. Yes you guessed it, I will be going to Jogjakarta (or Yogyakarta).

Anyways, I'll be missing the whole lot of you and this journal, so stay safe all! :D

Dearest Mariska!

You WILL get well in a SUPER SPEEDY CRAZILY HYPER RECOVERY MODE and make sure to go PEANUT.

May the peanuts be with you forever and always, ramen.

PEANUT WOMAN. PEANUTS WILL HELP YOU RECOVER. REMEMBER, PEANUTS ARE DA BOMB.

(Well, she's my good friend, and she fell down the stairs knocking her front tooth out, so she had to be sent to the hospital. It would've been okay with just a fall, but she fell face-flat, so yeah. :S It was really shocking for the people around, but I wasn't there. And am very sad that I couldn't be there for her. Nope, not life-threatening of course, just...feeling bad because I'm her friend, and I SHOULD be there for her, but I was not. T_T)

Er. Busy I guess. I'm answering my own title.

But anyway, it was kinda like, really terrible today because we were supposed to set up the Japan booth for International Day, but nobody really came, except for very few people. In which that totally sucked. I guess we're going to have to work hard on it ourselves.

Really, some people just TOTALLY don't have a sense of responsibility. AT ALL. Except for my friend today who had to really run. Oh well. :S I DON'T BLAME YOUUUU! I blame the rest, because they didn't even SAY that they cannot be here beforehand, that's what really REALLY makes people pissed. Even if you're not going to come, just LIE or something, at least TELL us, rather then not showing up AT ALL.

Really, these people. I hope Mdm Ng Sho Ching gives them a BIG HUGE LASHING like how she always does.

ANYWAY. I'll be off to busy myself! :D